~ Best ~

Must be nice to have a "best" something. I wouldn't know.

On another note though, you are, literally, driving me crazy. I may laugh, smile and joke around, but you do not know how much I am agonizing inside. Tearing myself apart with these thoughts that can never come true.

Catch-22, I believe it's called. I'm just not the kind of person to do that. And while I do have a 'best case scenario' conjured up in my head, good chance that it'll never everrrrrr happen.

But hey, I've been through this. I can handle it. No problem. Just hurts like hell, that's all. No biggie.