That's why I was hesitant.
It's why I'm still hesitant.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to have a miserable time when that day comes.
I can probably still cancel I guess, but not sure if I should.
I said it before when I left for this country and I'll say it again, if it wasn't for my family, I would've seriously lost it all years ago. If there was a god, I would thank Him/Her a thousand times for a family that above all else is behind me 100% of the way.
Thank you.
Focusing on the good things. It is what got me through those 4 years, it is what will get me through the rest of my life.
