March 7, 2012

~ To know when it's the end ~

I've been through my share of friends. One thing that I've always been regretful of is that I never had and up till now, still don't have a best friend. If you read my blog long enough, you are probably aware of this. I will keep saying that I have friends. I have very GOOOD friends. But never a BEST friend.

Suffice to say, one thing I realized these days is that I always get this feeling that I will lose a friend. Some friends, they can argue and then they make up and they are the best of friends again the next day. For me, it's like once I open my mouth and argue with them, it's like, "that's it, I'm done, you aren't my friend anymore."

And this has probably happened a few times already. I think it is in my nature. I am probably just not at all that likable.

You see on TV or in the movies sometimes. "I'm afraid no one is going to like him/her."

I think that has happened to me already.

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