~ Destiny ~

(Nerd joke ~.~)

Fact is I dunno what I'm doing. What am I doing? I'm trying to obtain a job in a field which I don't particularly want to be in. I'm trying to start off in a field I want to be in but I keep getting pushed back because I look around and I see so many other people out there are so much better than me.

So it comes back to I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I want to do and I don't really wanna do anything.

Which is a problem when you're buying stuff left, right and center but have no means of actually paying for them yourself.

What do I do? What-do-I-do?